i hate myself Lyrics

Listen close I just don't want you to go

You just have to understand that you're toxic and we're getting old for this

I don't wanna fight I just want us to be fine

I'm not committing suicide but that's exactly why I try

To end my life, now I wanna say goodbye

I am tired of your love, it feels like I had enough

And that's all I wanna say right now

I have nothing but regret in my life

And now I think it is my time to go

I'm holding the blade likes it's your fucking hand

I'm dying inside I'm bleeding from the side

I wanna cry, I tell myself that I am fine

Even though I wanna die as I look up the sky

I'm committing suicide it's not a homicide

I'm tired of this fucking life

I joke around a little too much about it but you know that is fine

No one ever catches on, take my breath in just a yawn

I wanna see if life goes on after death

You wanna know why I wanna end it and how?

But that's all I wanna say right now

I have nothing but regret in my life

And now it is my time to go

I'm feeling the pain cuz it won't go away

I'm slitting my wrist every other day

Give me another reason why I should stay

And give me a better reason why I shouldn't complain about myself

I live in this fucking hell

Nothing I do has a better ending then my fucking past

People think I'm doing well and that's fine

I'm alive I can't lie even though I wanna die

You push me away when I want to keep you safe

I'm feeling the pain when I want to cut my vein

But that's all I wanna say right now

I have nothing but regret in my life

And now I think it is my time to go

Listen close I just don't want you to go

You just have to understand that you're toxic and we're getting old for this

I don't wanna fight I just want us to be fine

I'm not committing suicide but that's exactly why I try

To end my life, now I wanna say goodbye

I am tired of your love it feels like I had enough

And that's all I wanna say right now

I have nothing but regret in my life

And now I think it is my time to go