my final goodbye ft. Matego Lyrics

I'm trying to fight thru the pain

Trying to walk thru the rain

Taking these pills that make me go insane

And I don't wanna feel that way, I'm not okay

I lay in bed and I just contemplate

About everything that I really fucking hate

I don't want no fame

But some people tell me that I've been doing great

It kills me inside

I never know why

But this a message to my ex

I really don't wanna flex

I'm never happy

But I just reflect on the lesson you gave me

And I'm still a mess

Deep down I still feel the stress

Deep down I know I'm depressed

I wanna rip out my chest

I think that will be the best

This one is my last, final goodbye

My life just feels dumb

Same old thing everyday I feel numb

I'm down in the dumps

Depression plays rough

I'm sorry that I'm not enough

Knife in my gut draining blood and my love

Don't face my problems all I do is run but

I take all the pain in my face

This is my trace

I've been betrayed

Always get replaced

My life is a race and deaths in first place

Filled up with rage

My eyes are pouring out rain

I feel misplaced

Friends for a day then the next I get played

Nobody stays but I'll still smile and say I'm okay

And say I'm okay

I'm trying to fight thru the pain

Trying to walk thru the rain

Taking these pills that make me go insane

And I don't wanna feel that way, I'm not okay

I lay in bed and I just contemplate

About everything that I really fucking hate

I don't want no fame

But some people tell me that I've been doing great

It kills me inside

I never know why

But this a message to my ex

I really don't wanna flex

I'm never happy

But I just reflect on the lesson you gave me

And I'm still a mess

Deep down I still feel the stress

Deep down I know I'm depressed

I wanna rip out my chest

I think that will be the best

This one is my last, final goodbye