the message to my ex Lyrics

This started a year ago, when I was feeling low and my wrists were cold

Yet my friends didn't know I was on the road to suicide cuz the pain's getting old

You were there to help me in the night

Held me close when I wasn't alright

Then we starting talking bout our future life, then I asked you out

You promised to never hurt me and be by my side, that you wouldn't lie

Now look at us we don't even talk, back to the past

I'm all alone with no one to hold, but I feel like home

Now that I know you stabbed me in the back, I thought you different

I really thought that we would last

But now you're gone, leaving me for some f*g

And after all your love was a game, you put me in pain

Now how many times did you watch me bleed

Leaving me deceased, while you went and cheat

With your friend in peace you say it's my fault

That I'm in the wrong but all I ever did was play along

You blaming me ?

Well listen to your wrongs

Where do I begin? you calling him cute

Said he could do all this to you

You tell me its fine I went home to cry

You calling my phone that's when I denied

That's when you started to cry saying it's my fault

So I had to man up, like what the fuck?

I was deeply in love with you

That's why I let you apologize but I didn't let go

Months later and you did it again, fucking with your friend

Call me what you want but that was her ex boyfriend

Now tell me what you would've done?

I was hurt when all she did was laugh

I wrote a verse, had to make her look bad

Not sorry girl, but fuck you

You were all I had

You were my enemy that was beheading me

This wasn't game you told me you knew

And somehow you managed to put me through this pain

But I held it in, when I walked in the rain

You left me on read, ignored all my calls

I don't know why you promised to stay when in the end you would leave

It's been a few months since you left and it still gets to me