runaway ft. 66ezi Lyrics

Self inflicted pain onto myself

I'm going back n forth stuck in my cell

Wish that I could fix my mental health

Even though I'm broken I try to help

Cuz I know how it feels just to be in hell

To be alone, have no one but yourself

Suffer in silence and tie up a belt

Dropped dead but somehow i was found

And you know I'm not fuckin around

I'm sentimental but i act like a clown

They tell me that but they laughed when i was down

Nobody was there when they all saw a frown

Nobody gave a fuck

I'm stuck in sorrows alive and that's luck

I hope the pain would just go away

If it doesn't then ima give up

This life it honestly sucks

I'm on another suicidal line

I feel emotionless n out of mind

Yes I am empty but I want you mine

I'm finally happy cuz u said goodbye

And it hurt like a stab with a knife

How many times have i tried? Roll a dice

If it lands on 6 times that by 9

I really wish i could just rewind

I wanna end all the pain

I'm tired of feeling this way

You know everybody betrays

When you're at your lowest they call you astray

They don't recognize you, get away

That's what they always say

I think tonight will be my final day

Run away from all of my problems

Come around when you don't got drama

Head has fallen I'm deep in talkin

Go to hell my path I'm walk-in

Understand this pain inside

Everybody just steps aside

Girl you know you're my ride or die

On second thought ill let it slide

Something told me just let it go

Always keepin my curtain closed

Bros say never trust a hoe

Matter fact I'll stay unknown

I don't know if I'll ever live

Knowing that I won't forgive

Kickin habits outside again

Got a couple not many friends

I've been wasted outside my mind

They say I need to go and smile

Haven't felt like that in a while

See reflections got blood on the tile

Fake the love and then tear it down

Feels like I'm going down

When I die don't make a sound

Follow me through my home town

Cutting out and I lost connection

Break away from old intentions

I don't see my own reflection

Lookin back and you never meant it

This time i'm fuckin up

Get together and roll it up

Never felt like I was enough

Cuz back then I showed it off