maybe a sign, who knows.. Lyrics

I don't wanna die

But I already know I've killed myself

Multiple times in the past

And I can't just go back

Cuz I know how I act

And I'll probably mess up again

Instead of making amends

That's all I ever done as a kid

Just fuck up and cut

I'm not enough, Not to bluff

But I puff for my problems to go away

There's no excuse but my life was tough

I opened up my notes with pages covered all over my blood

I'm flipping pages like I'm reading a book

It's never ending and I'm honestly shook

Wanted to die since I was a kid and I know that I could

Still end it all but instead I just sit back and roll up some wood

But I'm impatient

Cuz I started off on the wrong foot, yeah

Because I'm lost

And I know I can never be found

Stuck in a world that's in my head

Before I'm six feet underground

I'm grabbing the razors I wanna be dead

Passed out on my bed where I bled

Asking for help but always left on read

Look at my side of course my wrist were red

You know I try to be tough

But never see me when I cry

I already feel like giving up

You know that I just wanna die

I'm stuck in an asylum

That's my room you'll never buy it

Cuz there's nowhere else to go

I'm all alone just on my phone

I really don't know how to cope

But I have an idea

Put my neck inside a rope

Yeah I'll be hanging todo el dia

Cuz no one likes to check up

Most people probably fed up

But when they do

You know that I'm already dead