what's wrong with me? ft. LxseR Lyrics

I'm a burden to myself and a worse one inside my family

They all have the audacity to say they can relate to all my agony

They don't know what is happening, none of em reach out

I never needed no one just some razor blades and myself

They say to stop saying blades they say it's getting old

I was raised by blades that's my fucking story told

I'm sorry, how many times have I said sorry?

I don't even know

I was on the rope and nobody texted back

The only text I got was someone saying do it

You piece of trash

I ain't even care no more there's no more space to stab my back

Guess that it's my fault for getting way too attached

If I ever do this again I hope my pain gets me back on task

Hope that my pain gets me back on task

You know that I can't relax

Telling me to off myself and you know that I've always tried

Everyone hates me but why?

Asking for help but you sigh

I cry with the blade inside my hand and you say that I'm dry?

I wake up I slit my wrist, go to sleep and I repeat

But that's just me

You play with something that's my feelings and I can't believe it

Telling me to go to sleep and It'll be alright but that's a lie

And I'll still say that I am fine

You say leave me alone and go away but I'm trying to stay

I'm crying for you that was my mistake

Cuz I got played by everyone who wasn't me

I just wanna say that was my fault I got too attached

Cuz I'm a burden to myself and a worse one inside my family

They all have the audacity to say they can relate to all my agony

But they don't know what's really been happening

So I say that I am sorry