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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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I've calmed down now; I was heavy once into drugs

I preferred the opiates, but I'd take whatever it was

I was main veining dope lines and coke lines

Nearly broke dying, until I choked smiling, but I woke finally

In time to see my babies grow, and save my soul

At the rate I'm going I'll shape and mold five Little soldiers

On my word though I'm not cured, still so much work to do

I'm proof though, if you hold too much hurt, just drop it all

And recoup yo


My testament, the debt you in

Can only be paid in flesh, you in

The rest of it, at best, is shit

Your whole life is regret, you in

Detested by society, arrested cause I'm high

And I elect for suicide

Cause I can't deal with strife inside of me

Been messed up, kid, I'm a detriment

Poke holes into my flesh, you in

Infested with depression, shit

My whole life's been a wreck, you in

Rejected by my lies, I be grotesque

But I won't die, so I elect for suicide

Cause I can deal with strife inside of me


But if you stay on your grind, then things will be fine

Or else go to the pen and institution or die

Keep walking the line, like Johnny Cash in your high

So you can hand it over in return get more time

Look deeper my homie, no excuses, man, you ain't blind

Things are falling down around you, my first thought is to hide

Life don't come with a guide, an unpredictable ride

My life's a blessing and it's messy, hope I fix it in time


Now I feel so much, reverberates my nerves

Anxious to the touch, which eviscerates my words

I roll another Dutch as to facilitate my cure

But it can only help so much, I can't eliminate my curse

These medications don't work, my dedication's disturbed

I set my fate as numbered, and I keep count like Big Bird

Recovery's a big word, discovering your triggers

Another G to live hard, but die slow with hit scars

That shit hits hard


My testament, the debt you in

Can only be paid in flesh, you in

The rest of it, at best, is shit

Your whole life is regret, you in

Detested by society, arrested cause I'm high

And I elect for suicide

Cause I can't deal with strife inside of me

Been messed up, kid, I'm a detriment

Poke holes into my flesh, you in

Infested with depression, shit

My whole life's been a wreck, you in

Rejected by my lies, I be grotesque

But I won't die, so I elect for suicide

Cause I can deal with strife inside of me


But if you stay on your grind, then things will be fine

Or else go to the pen and institution or die

Keep walking the line, like Johnny Cash in your high

So you can hand it over in return get more time

Look deeper my homie, no excuses, man, you ain't blind

Things are falling down around you, my first thought is to hide

Life don't come with a guide, an unpredictable ride

My life's a blessing and it's messy, hope I fix it in time


I deal with silent rage

Mind is blocked like mining caves

Finding ways to rhyme

With a mind that's crazed

From my grinding days

Enshrined in that dope haze

My needle and a rope phase

In time, through all my hope, saved

Like a sinner to a pope, praise the Lord

Enforce his wrath and more

On course to forge this path to war

To grasp the glory, can't ignore

Unmask my fury, can't endure

Alas, die slowly can't die pure

Water's holy, bath is filling

Drowning slowly, sins are cured

So you think, but no they're not

Just in remission until you stop

Sustaining focus, abstaining's hopeless

Start feeding coke drips and then you cop

Feeling worthless, like the word is

On the streets you let the world down

And it's hurting, but the truth is

That's absurd, man, you're not cursed, man

No one's perfect, not even this verse is

And this shit is hot, so live and learn

It's what we give, you wanna live

Well, then you need to get off that block

Yeah, you really need to get off that block


But if you stay on your grind, then things will be fine

Yeah, I said you need to stay on your grind, then things will be fine


Yeah, but if you stay on your grind, then things will be fine

Or else go to the pen and institution or die

Keep walking the line, like Johnny Cash in your high

So you can hand it over in return get more time

Look deeper my homie, no excuses, man, you ain't blind

Things are falling down around you, my first thought is to hide

Life don't come with a guide, an unpredictable ride

My life's a blessing and it's messy, hope I fix it in time

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