ADHD (Raw Demo Version) Lyrics

What

Hahahaha

Yea

To no fault of my own

My thoughts get lost like a dog

Walking the road alone, I'm stoned and zoned

A talking ghost, but with no home to haunt

My thoughts are dark

And they keep coming in bulk

The Costco of mental health

600 pack of Lexapro

Hopeless, mind is barely working

Open to having this curse lift

Cocaine gives my thoughts a friend

To talk to while the real me's hurting

Lost in thoughts like wade in oceans

Crossing dots like T is broken

Cost me lots to free my hope

That's locked in boxes predisposed to

Walk all alone

Inept in stopping these moments

Prone to botching things that matter

Prone to watching me blow it

Collective conscience creeping over

Set response is keep going

It's gets too hot when y'all keep talking over me

So speak lower

Otherwise it sounds like static

Underlines my roots as manic

Thunder shakes the room but damn it

It's the lightning that does damage

For me my life's for me to manage

Then don't judge me when I cannot

Seem to find a fucking answer

Maybe I'll find it in a handgun

Just hope my kids don't find "holed-up" in the bathroom

Hopeless, mind is barely working

Open to having this curse lift

Cocaine gives my thoughts a friend

To talk to while the real me is hurting

Lost in thoughts like wade in oceans

Crossing dots like T is broken

Cost me lots to free my hope

That's locked in boxes predisposed to

More static, yea, it's back

Keep coming back like crack addicts

From the back like sex addicts

Counting stacks like meth labs

And I'll forget just like that

Inclined to let my life pass

Me by like I'm the right path

In time to die like light hair

And life's plenty even

Some don't get their blessings till they're leaving

Hopeless, mind is barely working

Open to having this curse lift

Cocaine gives my thoughts a friend

To talk to while the real me is hurting

Lost in thoughts like wade in oceans

Crossing dots like T is broken

Cost me lots to free my hope

That's locked in boxes predisposed to

More static

Just more static

Just more static

Hopeless, mind is barely working

Open to having this curse lift

Cocaine gives my thoughts a friend

To talk to while the real me is hurting

Lost in thoughts like wade in oceans

Crossing dots like T is broken

Cost me lots to free my hope

That's locked in boxes predisposed to more static

Fuck the handgun

I'm going to get the shotgun

I can't fuck take it anymore

I can't fucking take this shit anymore

FUCK IT!!!

Wait, how the fuck did I miss