Go Home (Raw Demo Version) Lyrics

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Shouldn't say I can't live with how I feel inside

What I should say is I'm forced day and night to have to try

I found the right combination, of brain medication

And the kratom that I'm taking, plus all day I'm steady baking

It's insane how lame I can be, can't abstain, always dependent

On something I keep ingesting, just so I can feel progressive

Shit's mundane, I'm fucked and messy

Wife complains, I keep her guessing

I'm on a train alone, it's just me

Every single car is empty

I keep checking both directions

No conductor, now I'm sweating

I'm on a run away train resembling

Exactly where I'm heading

Towards a collision

Explosion so big, in the middle of nowhere

Envision the smoke

As its risen, blow everywhere

Fannin to ghost my wife and kids in a moment when I said I'd be there

My vision is dark, but that fits in my atmosphere

One, embark on testing limits, or two you gasp at fear

Three, don't feed the shark, you be the shark, and you make that clear

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

As a child I remember

Always yearned to be a member

Of the in-crowd, let me in now

It feels so good to be in, wow

But it's not real, I'm still not healed

In fact, it's worse, because I can't deal

With rejection, get depressed and

The best medicine is sex and Percocet

Can't work I'm sick, my life's not worth it

Thoughts riddled with self-harm, cursed with

Feelings inescapable, they're chasing me

From birth, jump hurdles

Burdened, hopeless, turn in cold piss

Just hope my PO don't notice

Up and down, call me Otis

Problems me, already know this

Can't get out of my way, hey

So I just follow my lead, hey

But that's just the problem

The person I'm following

Is a crazy version of me, see

In a sense I'm a time bomb

Set to go off every five months, yea

Outbursts like clockwork

Why won't my cock work

Hiding the kratom inside of my top sock drawer

Wifey getting worried that I don't really love her

Show no love unless we fucking, no more kisses or hugs

Or no foreplay or loving, thinks I'm covering up something

Or bluffing about what's really going on, it gets ugly

No one listens when I speak, and they all talk over me

Like I don't exist, well then draw chalk over me

Like I won't be missed with a pine box over me

Life will go remised, shit why not OD

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home

Go home

We don't want you no more

Go home