Keep Staring Lyrics

I'm coming, I'm running, I'm gunning

I'm 'finning to the hunt of solutions to all my problems beginning with my childhood

End it with a bump of the soft, to get to jumping it off

Straight through my lungs and I cough, like a child would

I'm not going to fret, or beat myself up and let it get to me

The time that I spent just drowning in dread, like a mental breach

Fucked in the end, no luck in the end, like a rectal bleed

What's to defend, these drugs ain't a friend who stand next to me

Lived through a glamorous life, hammered up every night

When time didn't matter, my mind would unravel

I tried to just dabble, I'd rant and I babble

That I would get sober in time, I get over it

I win the battle, like lassoing cattle

I'm back in the saddle, my mind was too fragile, blind eyed, so I scrambled

Obliging the madness, I find myself saddened, alive, but I can't live

Confined, by the past when

Words too candid, feel heard like a stampede, I'm cured wait I can't be

Implored by the past me, ignored like a trash heap, keep pouring out some gas, heat

We endure while it lasts, deplete, the war inside is back

Retreat, start boarding up, prepare for attack

Pre-heat, like King James, when he left the Cavs

Three weeks, till the storm that's up ahead returns back

These peeps want more, let's give them something to stare at, bet

So y'all can keep staring

So y'all can keep staring, I'm a do me

Telling my stories, on these lyric sheets

Over my own beats, how I beat these streets

This is my retreat, I finally feel free, so y'all can keep staring

Y'all can keep staring

I'm gonna do me

Tell my stories

It's how I release heat

I finally feel free

I'm coming, I'm running, I'm gunning

I'm finning to blow and explode

Like I'm spitting napalm

Glad I quit my day job

Harness all my thoughts into bars, bombard the charts I'm a star

View from the top, I see far, and I'm a stay up

Nothing to sweat, I bet I can take on the industry

Someone told me I can make it, if I just invest in me

Someone once said I'm the greatest, goddammit, I did agree

That someone was me, yeah, I made it, hey Ma look, no Uncle Tony

Bitch, I'm a glamorous guy, rich, my limit is the sky

Fix my disastrous life, Twix, when I left, I was right

It's really passing us by, quick, in the blink of an eye

Cryptic descriptions, depicting conflicts within me

I'm sick, so fill my prescriptions, correcting plights in my mind

Yeah, I followed my bliss and my instincts led me to thi

And I think I'm ready for this shit, to manifest into riches

Biopic, found in non-fiction, my story surrounds addiction

My glory found in my diction, outpouring of my conviction

Convincing kids to come with me, it kills indiscriminately

At will, like rock, when it hits me, I have to stop or I'm dead meat

Cause from the top, I pretend, we all have a part, like the Red Sea

Whay goods a heart when it's empty, poured it out on this is me

There's more to Timmy within me, I'm dizzy, spinning like envy

I'm busy winning, don't let me forget the losses that made me

Regret is costly, and lately, I'm off the wall, like Em and Reggie, keep staring

So y'all can keep staring

So y'all can keep staring, I'm a do me

Telling my stories, on these lyric sheets

Over my own beats, how I beat these streets

This is my retreat, I finally feel free, so y'all can keep staring

Y'all can keep staring

I'm gonna do me

Tell my stories

It's how I release heat

I finally feel free