L.I.F.E. pt II Lyrics

When a person is insane, as you clearly are, do you know that you're insane

Maybe you're just sitting around, reading Guns and Ammo, masturbating in your own Feces

You just stop and go, wow, it is amazing how fucking crazy I really am

Life

Started out okay, as a kid I'd play all day

Innocence filled to the brim, just a kid who lost his way

By fifteen I started drugs, nothing crazy, smoking nugs

First time I drank I blacked out, woke up, forgot where I was

Got addicted to that buzz, explored more of what there was

X and coke and pills and weed, yeah those were my favorite drugs

All this brought me to my knees, how could I feel so deceived

Someone help me find what's wrong, only one to blame is me

Don't live, don't live in, don't live in

Don't live in fear everyday

Don't give in, don't give in, don't give in

Give in to fear everyday

I'm livid, I'm livid, I'm livid

I'm livid here everyday

Don't live, don't live in, don't live in

Don't live in fear everyday

At the time I didn't know it yet

But I'm about to make it worse by adding opiates

Like exacerbating hatred, anger blows up in your face

But the fact is I was crazy almost every blunt was laced

I'm alive, it's amazing, but nothing seems to phase me

Addiction will chase me, like a thief will case me

I sleep with one eye open, it's not one to be complacent

Like a demon it will seek and seek us

And keep looking for a weakness

Now back to the opioids, track marks make me look devoid

Now the only tracks I lay are ones when you hit record

Not on drugs cause I was bored, I hated myself more and more

My parents used to drink a lot, full fridge, easy score

And no I'm not blaming them, blame is useless in the end

What's done is done, I can't go back, no one that I'd call a friend

Life erupts and falls to shit, rock bottom back up the cliff

Count your steps along the way, you want to live

Well this is it

Don't live, don't live in, don't live in

Don't live in fear everyday

Don't give in, don't give in, don't give in

Give in to fear everyday

I'm livid, I'm livid, I'm livid

I'm livid here everyday

Don't live, don't live in, don't live in

Don't live in fear everyday

Losing my mind is the one thing I knew for sure

Wasting my time chasing the high I felt before

Enough is enough, I don't know what I'm doing no more

Time to give up or get the fuck up

Either way just make a choice

Enough is enough I don't know what I'm doing no more

Time to give up or get the fuck up

Either way just make a choice

Losing my mind is the one thing I know for sure

Wasting my time chasing the high I felt before

Enough is enough I don't know what I'm doing no more

Time to give up or get the fuck up

Either way just make a choice