storm of despair Lyrics

Trynna be the best I know I am

I'm depressed but it doesn't matter cause im a man

I know that the walls are caving in

Mental games never over even after

I have a plan

All these happy motherfuckers

Make me feel out of place

I fucking hate my dad but he made me the man I am today

Don't tell me i don't mean it if you can't even relate

Don't hit me up saying that "it's gonna be ok"

I don't really have a choice

Maybe ima little paranoid

Gotta keep drinking to fill the void

Faking how I really felt ever since a little boy

But things change

Started making music and it helped

Gave me a way to express what I felt

Ima play the cards I was dealt

I'm not folding for nobody's help

Ima do right by myself

Everything I ever wanted

I could have it on a shelf

Lately I been overwhelmed

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know

My heart is missing a piece

I won't ever be complete

"Till death do us part"

I know your gonna leave

I just wanna be seen

I just wanna be loved

But my feelings get between

You and me

Been hurt to much

And the fault was put on me

That's why I'm always mean

Honestly I don't really care

Give you the storm of despair

Making changes to my music

So sit back hear what I gotta share

Dropped out

Turned nobody to somebody without a doubt

I was acting out

People tried to shut me out

Shut me up and turn me down

Block me out

Gonna try to make my voice a little loud

Be heard through the crowd

Cut to many people off

To many people thought the world revolved

Around them and try to play it off

Ima play along

They know what they did is wrong

And when they reflect on it hopefully it's this song

Got to many problems in my head

Got to many things I regret I said

Got to many choices to make

Got to many things to say

Got to many people who hate me

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know

I'm not interesting

No no

Get a little depressing

Heart cold

What's the best thing

Dont know

What's wrong with me?

I don't know

I dont know