Negativity Follows Me Lyrics

If I could then I would

Cut my heart right out my chest

Maybe then I wouldn't feel any pain

Let me leave my mind to rest

I don't wanna hear what you think about me

Or what you think I do best

I'm not the type of person to let your opinions define

What I wanna do next

If I wanna quit

Then trust me I'm gonna quit

There's isn't a backing me out if I wanna do it

I'm speaking my mind and my words and usually I don't do this

Before I start

I just wanna let you know I'm tearing apart

The hole in my chest is only getting deeper

And it's pushing a blade right to my heart

Beating me keeping me from drifting afar

Keeping my feelings emotions

Locked In cage throw them away

Burry them and say I'm ok

Deep down I know im dead either way

I fucking hate it

I don't deserve shit

I don't deserve to be happy

Ima fucking disappointment

I dont deserve you

All that you do

The shit you push through

All cause of me

Everything negative always been me

You can't be happy at all cause of me

Why waste your time with someone like me

I fuck up your brain and give you the pain

In your heart and you let it bleed

What do I not see that you see

You been there and yet I still

Feel like your wasting your time on me

I don't even know what I need

How could I be happy if your not happy cause of me

Every single second I close my eyes

I just wish I could get these thoughts out of my mind

Drown them with liquor or bury them alive

I'm just wasting my time

Don't worry I think ima be alright