Isolation Lyrics

I'm the definition of an outcast

I'm the one who always ends up last

No one even wants to be with my sad ass

I can't name a friend who didn't turn their back

But listen

I'm one of those muthafuckas who ends up missing

I'm so isolated from these people like it's my mission

Padded room wouldn't hold me but I keep a submission

Pissing people off and pushing people away

Is what I'm good at

Ex told me she don't want me back

She not going back down that path

So I distance myself from people

Cause I'm good at that

One day all ima see is white floors

White walls everything hella bright

Wake up every night curled up

In a ball wishing I did something right

Like on stage holding a mic

Taking bout shit that I write

I just want everything and everyone

Around me to be alright

I just want them to be alright

I'm so sick and tried of

Staring at my ceiling

With nothing but my feelings

I know all I need is some healing

But I have no one to help me

Heal them

Fuck

The people who left I don't blame them

Think I'm stuck in isolation

Didn't think I would ever need this information

On why I'm like this I'm even shaking

Just take these fucking feelings and break em

Damn

Cause even I'm to fucked up for me

I sit in my room

And I scream

For people to help

Not for people to leave

I pray for my pain

To go away

In reality I just hope

I could have a better day