My Feelings Lyrics

I got over it now it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over

She there tryna say she ain't dead

Tryna love me but I said I said

I can not move on

Cuz I did love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I can't seem to change

The Thoughts that live in my brain are calling me insane

I Keep losing what's keeping me sane

But lately haven't been the same

I'm somewhat feeling ashamed

For myself

I know all I need is some help

I know not get to focused on the wealth

How am I gonna get help if I cant even better my health

There's so much hate living in my head

To many times I wished I was dead

Don't wanna think about that

So I rather drown in some liquor instead

The anxiety's rising

Don't act like I can't tell if your lying

Don't tell me your trying to help

If your not even gonna be trying

That's why I rather be hiding

I got over it now it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over

She there tryna say she ain't dead

Tryna love me but I said I said

I can not move on

Cuz I did love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I thought that I loved her

Knowing damn well she was gonna be like the others

Treat me like shit and cut a hole in my heart like a surgeon went under

The water and held my head down said I never loved her

So I said fuck you and dumped her

My trust isn't given it's earned

I let to many strong bridges burn

Wrote to many rights from wrongs it hurt

Kept screaming for help and no one ever heard

Gotta stay strong

I gotta stay tough

Even if no one is showing some love

Even when I feel like giving it up

Even when I finally run out of luck

I know when my time is gonna come

For now just let me live

I don't care about mistakes that I did

The past is the past it is what it is

I got over it now it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over

She there tryna say she ain't dead

Tryna love me but I said I said

I can not move on

Cuz I did love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood