MIND RIGHT Lyrics

Lifetime never promised for a sharp mind

Not on witty shit, my neurones cut like razor wire

I'm scared of myself

Sick of being scared of the future

I was running from the jump, man, my guilt was heavy

I had your body on my mind all through February

Thought the grieving should have stopped

I thought my heart was ready

I thought I'd made it through worst

But the worst was yet to come

Sixteen, far too young for a cemetery

I just wish I could have helped

Wish I picked up the phone

I was chasing one more high as your spirit returned home

Just wish I could see your face

Show you where you could have been

Lifetime never promised but we keep living for the dreams

My mind's on holiday, feels like it's there to stay

As I just waste away, same four walls every day

And every face I see, they all turn into you

But I'm just lying to myself, there's nobody else like you

I'm just tryna get my mind right

All these hopeless nights, dreaming 'bout the limelight

But everything is nothing, if there's no-one left to share it with

So this one is for you, my rose, my everything

Bottled up

All the feelings that I kept inside

Bubble over out the side

I guess that's why I wrote these rhymes

It's been weighing on my mind

Since the day I missed your funeral

A continent between us though

I never had a chance to go

I never got to say goodbye

I guess that's why I use your name

Just to carry on a legacy

I hope you're smiling down on me

I hope that you're still proud of me

Everything I used; tried getting over you

Couldn't get used to you living in a casket

Weaker than tomorrow, but stronger than yesterday

Every day I make it through, forever dedicate to you

I'm just tryna get my mind right

All these hopeless nights, dreaming 'bout the limelight

But everything is nothing, if there's no-one left to share it with

So this one is for you, my rose, my everything