LORD'S PRAYER (REPRISE) Lyrics

Lost faith in the father

Lost faith in myself

Lost faith in what I see

Lost faith, I'm giving in

Giving up

Lost faith in the trust

Broken promises I made

I can't handle all the shame

Always swore I would never be like him

Abandonment it runs deep

Should be the eighth deadly sin

But maybe it's just angst

Words that form themselves in trance

Shut my mind off, let the soliloquies dance

I don't know what to say

When faced with my problems I just hide away

Always running from consequence

Tryna make change out of pounds and pence

Money in my wallet goes to a fix for my head

You could call it medication, more like meditation

On a theme of make believe I'm steady chasing

Making conversation with the man upstairs

But I don't hear a reply, wonder why I even try

Was everything just a lie?

Making mountains out of molehills and molehills out of mountains

It's an Everest I'm mounting tryna rid myself of doubting

That this could ever be anything

Picket fencing, but I'm just venting

So this the second side of therapy

Ain't nobody there for me

Staring at a corner rhyming bout the way it's meant to be

Never make any changes

As I carry on aging

Getting older but not wiser

Always be a stunted child

Personality deficit

Born without a pot for piss

Growing up I wasn't shit

Still waiting for the opposite

Never tried to make a hit

Only tried to blend the sound

Covering the same old ground

Don't know why I'm still around

Lord knows that I shouldn't

The things I regret

The things that I couldn't

Pile up on top of me

So heavy that I cannot breathe

Wish they'd just let go of me

I'd repent for my sins

But what's the use of repent when I'm gonna relive them

Too many addictions

I ain't fixin'