Lament, Pt. 1 Lyrics

It's bitter sweet that the heart heals

After a heart break

Mended good to be ready for another heart ache

I grew bored of these events always get myself collide

Tired of everything this ain't something to abide

Contemplating every week and 24 hours

While everybody's going out and making more hundreds

Staying home thinking about the past

Regretting all the moves I made

To make these never last

It is getting worse

Losing my senses

Couldn't catch a break

I am so restless

It is getting tough

Don't know what to do

I need your help now

So please come through

Come through

Set me free

I need your help

Immediately

I am looking alive

But dead inside

Got nowhere to go

Got nowhere to hide

It really seems like everything coming against me

Before it's too late I want you to come and get me

Pro at imperfection yes I am full of insecurities

Took over my body now I am living in timidity

See

I am fear personified

That Blurry face is still alive

Pleading my case to the judge

I am begging you to take him out

Contorted by trepidation

And tied up by hesitation

This ain't no life worth of living

I am hating this situation

Sleeping at night no easy task because of the convictions

Tryna to get used to the pain but I can not bear the affliction

So I am battling my doubts now it's no longer my buddy

Failed once and failed me twice and again it's coming at me

And I am sick of all of this

Give me the hope now

Restore my faith for me

Before I breakdown

And bow down

To fear and anxiety

To life's atrocity

Don't wanna be lost in this

And forget about eternity

Vanity it's captivity

Unbearable calamity

And you know fragility

I'm looking for serenity

I need your peace inside of me

So help me Lord

I know that you're listening but sometimes I feel ignored

Ease the pain cuz life is one

And I'm so bored of it

It is dark so shine your light cuz days are horrific

It's bitter sweet that the heart heals

After a heart break

Mended good to be ready for another heart ache

I grew bored of these events always get myself collide

Tired of everything this ain't something to abide

Contemplating every week and 24 hours

While everybody's going out and making more hundreds

Staying home thinking about the past

Regretting all the moves I made

To make these never last