Broken Lyrics

I am broken

Inside and out

I'm feeling down

Broken

So heaven help me now

Cuz I am broken

Lord,

Inside and out

I'm feeling down

Broken

So, heaven help me now

24 years and still

Didn't figure out life

Matter of fact,

I don't even know

What it is like

I lost the many of it

Look at me I'm empty handed

My friends finished college

And now they're graduated

Many years in college

But dropped out without a paper

It's funny what I wanna be is a big time rapper

Music did me wrong

Though I am doing it right

All these sacrifices I made

Really messed up my life

Listen, I'm passionate about it

So I do it for real

But passion cannot be a meal

And doesn't pay any bill for real

It doesn't pay any bill for real.

I am broken

Inside and out

I'm feeling down

Broken

So heaven help me now

Cuz I am broken

Lord,

Inside and out

I'm feeling down

Broken

So, heaven help me now

Fast forward

writing second verse after 4 years

Now I am 28

I'm hoping I still get your ears

Many things have changed

But my sad little career

Now I am looking up to people

That ones were my peers

I've had many losses

They left me meaningful lessons

They made me who I am today,

I count them all as a blessing

I do not take them for granted

What I consider a floor

Could be someone else's ceiling

I know it's silly

But all these don't even matter

At times

Whenever I couldn't find a peace

Of mind

Whenever I thinking I lost

my mom

I never thought

It would have hurt this much

Piece of me died with you when they laid you to rest

Took a lot out of me on your final breath

Wish it was me lying down on that deathbed

But God knows what He does,

And He never failed.

Promised you a better bed

Promised you a better home

But God took you instead

So, I'm feeling all alone

Wanted to buy a house

But it is sad that you're gone

With my first salary

I got you your tombstone