Just For Now Lyrics

Months and months of being single was for me to regroup

My last relationship would throw my broken heart out the loop

She almost killed me, that's true, but our time together was false

Nothing about it was real, it was full of frustrating wrongs

All my time would blow in smoke, then it faded to waste

Every promise was a lie, she would lie to my face

The fate became my enemy, love to me was a fairytale

The only trust I had was for myself, nobody else

Did I sell my very soul to the devil himself

When I poured my heart out and shared it with a female?

She would bail when it got real, and I was still in jail

Suffering with heartache, mouth seething in the cell

Thoughts of merciless revenge started loading in my mind

But the best revenge is none, for these hoes, it was time

For me to say goodbye, even tho it's been a while

Will I see her in my future or see her in the clouds? (Uh)

Just for now, our love just isn't true

Just for now, there is no me and you

Just for now, us apart is for the best

In my heart, it's too much stress, such a mess, yes

Just for now, I'm leaving you behind

Just for now, I can't be with you this time

Just for now, just for now

Just for now, just for now

Reminiscing on the person that I was, before I fell

Fell in love, I was so humble with my own self

To some extent, I was content on finding someone to match with

Not worrying bout myself or my life, I detached it

That's what I regret, it was my biggest mistake

It wasn't worth the pain to go through for a narcissistic snake

I would rush instead of wait for the moment, to catch her

On her act of using me to patch her dirty deeds, facts

I was so naive, lacking what I should of peeped

It's like my eyes were covered with a blindfold, I couldn't see

What she tried to do to me, that would of added more stress

I couldn't stop her 'til the aftermath of what I progressed

Somehow my heart still loved her, was I in fear of losing her?

I couldn't seem to find the answer cause the truth was blur

Will my future be me and her in loving style?

It remains a mystery, let's keep it that way, just for now

Just for now, our love just isn't true

Just for now, there is no me and you

Just for now, us apart is for the best

In my heart, it's too much stress, such a mess, yes

Just for now, I'm leaving you behind

Just for now, I can't be with you this time

Just for now, just for now

Just for now, just for now