Tear Drops Lyrics

Tear drops, that's just how it is when they fall

It's like

Tear drops falling out of a body that's already been wet up

By the rain, hitting brains, causing wreck ups

Like a whiplash set up, the body couldn't get up

Traumatized by liars that said, "it'll get better'

My life done lost it's balance from the pressure of the world's eye

Looking at it's curse hit my center like a bullseye

Still alive but inside, I'm just ready to die

I hear my angels asking me, "am I ready to fly

Below the tears that told me that the devil's a liar

To hear the truth that put me on a level to survive 'thru suicide?"

That made me lose my damn self

Hypnotized all of my feelings, I couldn't stand help

When it came to asking, I denied all the handouts

Had to help my health but I couldn't get myself up, nah

Now I'm at the bottom, near the fear's rock

Hurting my body 'before it makes a tear drop, now

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt

I'm falling down, I need help but no one's there to help me

To stop all my tear drops

I stayed alone 'thru hard times inside my broken shell

Now I'm officially woken from the depths of hell

Yo, I stayed alone constantly when I was battling depression

Had to use my brain as a weapon, to shoot

All my feelings of anger on composition

Back to back with satan in a fight of competition

Who's better with the tricking in both of our positions?

We both were on a mission to kill our conditions

Lord, please separate the pain from my feelings

Cause I can't keep using my body to throw pills in

My struggles kept destroying my future that I was aiming at

Tear drops falling down for me to face the same crap

That satan scheduled me to go through, so there was no way that

I could make some time to retaliate with some payback

What kind of life am I living? I gotta take back

My life, before I went though depression and felt wasted

I breathe in failure to succeed on the fear's block

I'm stuck in a same cycle that constantly likes to repeat back, back, back, back, back to my tear drops

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt

I'm falling down, I need help but no one's there to help me

To stop all my tear drops

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt

I'm falling down, I need help but no one's there to help me

To stop all my tear drops

More tear drops falling on the weight of my tension

That I had with reality, that's full of contention

Adding more of frustration that puts us under ascension

That makes us lose more and more focus to let contempt win

Still I'm stressing over how I let my past destroy me

And my personality that's replaced with a coy

And the real me was faded through the wind of despair

Can't buy no happiness cause satan spent my money on tears

No one would help me cause their money told 'em not to budge or care about the worthless

So why should I hesitate to disappear

If no one's there? no one cares, all they do is stare

Judging me but they wouldn't last a day swimming 'thru my tears

Or my career of spreading thoughts that make the world fear

When I say the end of the world is upon, near

To hit the dirt like the worse rose from a curse

Giving me the curse back, I feel it cause

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt

I'm falling down, I need help but no one's there to help me

To stop all my tear drops

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt

I'm falling down, I need help but no one's there to help me

To stop all my tear drops

Nobody knows what you're feeling inside, unless them tears fall