Socially Awkward Lyrics

Waking up, feeling like I'll never ever be good enough

To live in this life, it sucks, mental illness got me stuck

My crush is now an enemy that hates my guts

She made me blush, but her attitude is a piss in a cup

Maybe it's me that gives others reasons to just wanna leave

Or maybe I attract those people that my heart doesn't need

Depressed and feeling like a bother in this society

People fail to understand me and this anxiety

Cause it's defining me as a pissed and angry beast

I drift from misery to wishing I was deceased

No friends or family around to boost my self esteem

I find it hard to accept that myself is all I need

Cause I'm lonely, wishing I could fit in for once

Anything is better than wasting my time sitting in a slump

I want to be accepted and not be thrown in the dump

I'm what they call a small nerd cause I'm socially awkward

I talk to myself to help me thru

That's the reason why I hide from you

I'm socially awkward

Suicide on my mind, that's been the feel when I'm stressed

Thinking on leaving life behind with these pills on my chest

After I swallow them all and feel my body dissolve

Millions of people in this world, but I got nobody to call

My real homie that's been down, cause they all let me down

Betrayed me so easily like a rookie clown

Seeing others with real smiles having the time of their lives

Wish that was me but I spend my time fighting demons, inside

I'm always shy around others, it seems impossible to fight

The nerves, the butterflies, Satan's evil parasites

For years I've been that guy, that victim to who would hurt me

I always gave my heart to who didn't deserve me

I'm more depressed and less impressed by me than I used to be

I see nothing except death in my future, B

The new me's silent cause the old me is not heard

La, la, la, la, la, I'm socially awkward

I talk to myself to help me thru

That's the reason why I hide from you

I'm socially awkward