Nowhere To Go Lyrics

Lost in my thoughts with no encouragement to move ahead

Mindset on getting more comfortable with living on the edge

I'm insecure with feelings that are out of control

After my innocent heart turned black from being exposed

I'm feeling cold, while depressed enough to lay to rest

More paranoid than I was when I was diagnosed with the stress

Where do I go to unwind if the world is filled with crime?

Jealousy from the evil slimes, plotting schemes behind me

My trust turned to dust and got secured away

I lost my happiness for sadness to lure me into building rage

My psycho demons would ambush me in the cage

Reason why I had to push all the strangers away

But still I remain J and on the moves to get paid

On down this road all by my lonesome, but I'll remain

True to myself, until I'm dead and gone under the dirt

This world's cursed and we suffer, while it's getting worse

My heart is hurt inside a shell, bout to crack into tears

Staring at this life, before I disappear back to my fears

Exploiting feelings that I couldn't control

I'm feeling lost and exposed, with nowhere to go

I'm stuck on E, going no where

My tank is low, oh

Oh, I got nowhere to go

Stuck in delusion, while my brain is going sideways

Foot on the gas, as I mash from my past on the highway

With racing thoughts, to feel the pain as an fiend, eternally

'Cause I've been insane since I was thirteen, full of dreams

Now it seems unfit for me to live, while I'm ill

Spending money on pills, then I end up broke when it's time to pay the bills

In love with pain to elope with it's bliss

After I choke on it's tricks and taste the dose of hopelessness

Feeling weak to exist, where do I go?

How do I motivate my brain that's suicidal?

Hell if I know, as the beginning of my rage

Makes me spin in an daze, while working minimum wage

I'm crazed with plenty ammunition in store

To shoot my problems at expenses that would leave me poor

Can't take no more and if I snap, would anyone tell for sure?

Success is limited for more of us to grow to be an failure

I'm torn, mentally, and broken, physically

My brain is damaged like a broken record, stuck on stupidity

Will I fold as I walk down this road?

'Cause I'm feeling lost and exposed, with nowhere to go

I'm stuck on E, going no where

My tank is low, oh

Oh, I got nowhere to go

God put us here to live, but I would rather live with him in heaven

I feel lost and battered in this crooked society

We rely on money to allow us to survive, and that's what defines evilness

We are trapped and this is the devil's playground

Peace and happiness is what life should be about

We shouldn't have to suffer in God's greatest creation, which is earth

His beautiful world is being controlled by devils that want to corrupt, kill, and destroy what was created

I don't consider this life

I consider this existence to be the complete opposite of what should be the true meaning of life

We are doomed and we must be prepared for the outcomes that arise

We have nowhere to go in this lifetime, until things change

But nothing will ever change, until we as people change, and change the world for the better, ya heard?

I'm stuck on E, going no where

My tank is low, oh

Oh, I got nowhere to go