Close To You Lyrics

Hey, you know my love

I guess we're just not meant to be together right now

As much as I wanna be close to you right now

I think it's best if we be patient, ya know?

Our love was sketchy, complicated to fight through in our hearts

The facts were simple, fact one is that "I loved you with my heart"

Somewhere in between the arguments, the pressure would unfold

We'd explode out at each other like volcanoes in the cold

Drove each other to the edge, but somehow it drew us closer

Close enough for us to prove that we don't want us to be over

That was nothing but truth, but somehow life got in the mix

What was mentioned in our past, damn, we both have been through shit

But it became a competition, like who's been through the worst shit?

While tryna figure out how to make a relationship perfect

My heart was feeling worthless and drained from the thought

The thought of losing you was breaking my heart

Cause I wanna get close to you

Keeping you close? I don't always

What we had was real

Every time, I've been thinking on my mind

My mind

As we got deeper in love, we both would end up drowning

Insecurities in front of us, we couldn't go around them

While we explained what were our triggers and causes

We shot 'em at each other, causing us to get lost in

What we were supposed to build, instead we would both would choose to feel

So incompetent, when it came to healing our relationship, to fill

Our hearts with hatred towards both of our feelings

They say it's more fish in the sea, but you're the one I wanna reel in

Maybe our time to be together's for the future

Cause our past is still present, and it's affecting me and you, uh

I'm praying that my patience will last, cause boo

No matter what we've been through, it's my dream to be close to you (mmm)

Keeping you close? I don't always

What we had was real

Every time, I've been thinking on my mind

My mind