Faded Dreams Lyrics

Oh-oh-oh

I had dreams but they've all vanished

To another planet, now I'm stuck in this world, feeling stranded

Nobody understands me

These demons that I stand with, would really come in handy

Cause they were so evil like me, the lethal chemistry

Would keep us together like an similarity with symmetry

But it came with pain that would burn all of my thoughts to the ground

Till my head was burnt out from receiving motivation from sounds, ya

I had my dreams planned out

But they didn't go as planned cause I was failing in my doubts

I blew 'em out and didn't know what life was about

Became addicted to the darkness like I was in a blackout

Now it's hard for me to sleep at night

It was the reason why my body was too weak to fight

I was scheduled for success but I missed my flight

And fell deep in a slump, and never once would I see the light

It was impossible for me to shine bright

Too delusional to know when it was time to fight

The saint that I saw in the mirror, in my mind would strike

With nothing left for me to do but to spew these rhymes, as I write

If I had a chance to go back to the basics

To change certain things, would I ever make it?

And if I found motivation and never had stress, would my dreams still be faded?

Oh-oh-oh

All my dreams are faded

Faded, faded, faded, oh-oh

Faded

I had dreams but they never came true

And all the pain that I've went through would change me and my brain too

I've dealt with folks that tried to screw me with their lying tools

It destroyed me and made me feel like such a dying fool

Denying clues from the riddles, but my brain knew

That I was being taken advantage of by the same crew

That I've encountered, and was forced to isolate

Traumatized, horrified, and hypnotized at such a young age

I grew more hate for the people, in my mind state

Broken like an fiend that was cursed to never find faith

Death is what I've faced, as my eyes were blurry

I almost said goodbye to life and said hello to the cemetery

But I'm stuck, living in this controversy

Regretting on not retaliating on the ones who've hurt me

I'm breaking down and I'm feeling wasted

Wondering if I'll ever find peace in this world of hatred

My life is gloomy and faded in the dark

I'm shading black on the marks of my vulnerable heart

Fantasy dreaming on the feeling of what's left in the spark

Without me dealing with the drama and stress from the start

Focused on refusing to let stress restart

And put a check mark on the peace request from my heart

Cause living with pain can make you feel wasted

From watching all your dreams get faded

Oh-oh-oh

All my dreams are faded

Faded, faded, faded, oh-oh

Faded

I had dreams but they blew up in smoke

Turned to ashes, then I would spiral out of control

I tried to save 'em but a voice was telling me to let 'em go

Till I felt the aftermath of regrets kicking in my soul

Would hear the echoes, while I lost control, ya

I felt Satan when he crossed my soul, ya

I remember when he took my soul and my dreams

Slaughtered them and threw 'em right in the hole

Piled the dirt on top of them, then dug the shovel next to them

I tried to plan to pay a visit, but he said, "come again"

Yeah, then I end up being in a slump once again

I stopped taking pills, but the stress makes me want some again, ya

People think I'm happy but I only pretend

Misery betrayed my heart like my friends did at the end

Only have myself, but I hate feeling lonely

Invisible to the world, nobody knows me

Everything is slowly falling apart

I feel ejected from my dreams like an falling star

They were taking away from me, and if I'm not mistaken

The devil's the cause of my non-ending frustrations

And why I'm alone, talking to myself in my basement

To hide from reality, but eventually, I'll face it

And realize that my life is a waste, and

My dreams will forever be faded

Oh-oh-oh

All my dreams are faded

Faded, faded, faded, oh-oh

Faded