Cursed Seed Lyrics

A cursed seed was once innocent, with a plan to do big things

Throughout this lifetime, with accomplishment of hopes and dreams

And live happily ever after and all the above

And have a family that showed love and never kept a grudge

What a fantasy to picture, as the seed grew bigger

That fantasy became a nightmare that pulled the trigger

On every single opportunity that was considered

The brain would take the bullet from the curse to be a quitter

His body was a wreck on the other side of maturity

His health and self respect would pull away from priority

The authority was satan, full in charge with his misery

So instead of having fun, he had to fight his disability

He's been through so much shit, but he never could predict

That life would make him change to an angry lunatic

Because of his illness, he had no strength to succeed

He was hurt since birth, as a cursed seed

This world's a stranger

I can't trust it by my side

My life could be in danger

All this pain and anger

Is what's been holding me back

I fight, but fall on my back

Oh, I'm a cursed seed

From mistake to mistake, it would seem like no escape

Constantly fighting demons inside him, built up so much rage, causing

Anxiety to set and blow up in his face, pausing

All the words he wanted to expose on the pages

He hated every single stare from the public

Cause it would force him to become an ignorant, evil buzzard

He wouldn't try to meet people cause there was no one he could trust

And the chemistry wouldn't match to what he wanted to discuss

He felt the most hated than anyone that was breathing

Cause who he ran into would diss him for no apparent reason

He would ask himself daily, "is it worth to keep living

If he continues to suffer in what is unforgiven?"

Scraping money from his budget to put food up on his plate

He hated living poor, but that was what he had to face

And because of his illness, he had no strength to succeed

He was hurt since birth, as a cursed seed

This world's a stranger

I can't trust it by my side

My life could be in danger

All this pain and anger

Is what's been holding me back

I fight, but fall on my back

Oh, I'm a cursed seed, cursed seed

Suicide-suicide was on it's way to kill his body for good

No one around him seem to care about the pain he withstood

It's all good cause nobody loves the outcast, right?

But be quick to show fake love when that outcast dies

This world is like a stop sign, but it can't stop the lies

It only wants to stop respect when it crosses a line, to save the planet

That was what he tried to do on his subjects

But his heart was scared to tell him that his brain was a target

He couldn't take no more depression or the pressure building up

His music even told him that he wasn't good enough

So the only thing he thought about was aiming the G

Against his temple and squeeze, so he could kill the cursed seed that was him

This world's a stranger

I can't trust it by my side

My life could be in danger

All this pain and anger

Is what's been holding me back

I fight, but fall on my back

Oh, I'm a cursed seed