Weight On My Shoulders Lyrics

Ya, life has been a toll that I've been paying down the road

All the struggles from it's impact would bash me in the skull, oh

Heart's been turning cold, my soul is feeling low

The world is huge but it's small for the loners, I got nowhere to go

Broker than a broker that is broke from paying dues

Gaining misery to a point, where I have nothing left to lose

Breaking rules from my demeanor, finding truth with my demeanor

My demeanor is meaner, I call her, "Demeanor Christina", uh

Voices in my head telling me to piss on any help that people give me

And that thought is risking me and my health

Lord please forgive me, If I commit some sins, while hypnotized

Mind's been busy, plotting on a million ways of how to die

I'm dying slowly if you watch closely

Too many phonies invading my privacy, but still they fail to know me

Saving for all the strength to let go of the

Weight on my shoulders

Holding too much weight on my shoulders

On my shoulders, oh

Life is overweight

Cause I'm holding on it's weight on my shoulders

On my shoulders, shoulders

Life's been doing the most

Life and death is in front of me, now, which way do I go

For me to clear my mind?

Depression's been heavy, deep inside of my mind

It's been holding me back and been wasting my time

I feel so left behind

Always been alone, fighting battles on my own

If you knew me, you'll know that how I roll, roll

Life is so unfair, that's why no one wants to care

I'm used to being treated so poorly, oh-ooh-oh

I'm holding too much weight, too much weight

Why can't I catch a break? Cause life is fake

I'm losing so much faith, God, don't close the gate

Cause death is getting closer, uh

Getting close to the end with my wits end

This world is so sickening with all it's sins

And it repeats when it spins, here we go again

Too much weight on my shoulders

Holding too much weight on my shoulders

On my shoulders, oh

Life is overweight

Cause I'm holding on it's weight on my shoulders

On my shoulders, shoulders