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Darker Kind Of Day Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2024
Lyrics
Am I wrong for not telling the truth 'bout how I really feel?
I try to pray and stay positive, but I wanna kill me, still
I really feel so uncertain, living without a purpose
Am I addicted to sinning, or am I sinning on purpose?
I need some sanity thoughts instead of vanity faults
How much it cost for some happiness, and can it be bought?
Folks cannot stand me, I talk to myself to avoid conversations
I hate 'em too cause they be hating on my flaws and complications
I'm a fucking mental patient with so very little patience
Soon as I make some plans, I cancel 'em for isolation
It's hell with this depression, I go silent, certainly
Who's concerned gets frustrated cause they haven't heard from me
I go into a mode of rage when they try to invade
Gee, what the fuck is wrong with me?, I'm so damaged, no one can save me, nah
Fuck being normal, I'll be awkward and I'll shade me, raw
Some things cannot be resolved
A darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
So I'll just isolate and stay out the way, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
Don't need no-one, I got my demons here to play, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day
I talk to pages like humans, maybe I'm not a human
I'm more so like a dreading monster with aggression movements
Expressing inside of music, when I'm in the booth, I go berserk
All I care for is dollar signs, I grind and go to work
Lately I just been so hurt, I always keep it inside
Cause whenever I use my voice and speak on it, they criticize
It's a lie when they say that life is beautiful, I see it's visual
Reality is suffering, until it's time for you to go
It's not what you make it, I try to make it and life changes
Every human is a stranger, life just sucks, I feel so faded
I'm shading these white pages with lyrics of my frustrations
So much death in my life, my three angels, I miss their faces
If there's light out the tunnel, I need it now, before I stumble
My childhood was vicious, all I knew was the struggle
The clown in me makes a chuckle cause deep down, I'm not okay
What more can I say?, it's just a darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
So I'll just isolate and stay out the way, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
Don't need no-one, I got my demons here to play, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
So I'll just isolate and stay out the way, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day
It's a darker kind of day
Don't need no-one, I got my demons here to play, yeah
It's a darker kind of day, it's a darker kind of day