So Alone ft. Tom G Lyrics

So alone, so alone

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

Hatch, hatch, queen of satan's giving birth to more demons

It's hibernating season for my happiness to rest, after it bleeds and

Dispatches quick in an ambulance to get tested

Another episode on deck, as I get checked to see how my aggression

Caused my depression to explode to sky high

No friends, family, or even God is on my side

I feel, I feel like no one knows how I feel

Can't seem to chill, even I take prescription pills

Still I'm a nervous wreck, like clowns at a circus to set

A couple of jokes on the set, to be embarrassed, upset

And they just get laughed at, damaged, traumatized from my past that destroyed me

Years later, I'm thinking that I moved past that

But I'm right back where I started, like I only took 2 steps back

My head is hollow, but no screws have come loose yet, Jack

If I'm hallucinating, doing jumping jacks

Then my brain is stuck on stupid in society's dumb facts

Smart enough to keep my guard up from all the snakes

But I feel like everyone's that way, and I end up pushing them away

Too much rage in the cage of my system, I hate

When I feel like bombs on horizon, set to fucking detonate, yeah

Life is great, now, I'm lying to myself

What a mistake that I portray that has me dying in myself

Ayy, I cry for help but no one hears me in this dome

Solo, I'm on my own and I feel so alone

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

I'm riding home

Uh, been feeling lazy from the way that I do things

My mind is feeling cloudy, while I change with the mood swings

Rain is pouring down on me, while no one's around

Feel like a king that's on the top, then I feel like wings that got shot down, pow!

From low to loud, to feeling so proud

Of something simple, like allowing myself to leave the house

But who cares and who's there?, "No one J, yo, I swear"

"People suck just like this life that will never be fair"

Oh yeah I know, that's the reason why I chose to be cold

Protect my heart that got exposed from the villains and hoes, so let it snow

But I'm bringing the fire to burn 'em down

Next in line to turn vicious, like it's about to be my turn to frown

Heard the sounds from the people, calling me a bum

A weird chump with emotions that's all by his lonesome, with no one

Outcast is what I appear as

I'm cursed to be around the folks, they way they disappear fast

My fears clash with my own paranoia

Can't stop the drugs from landing in me, even if it's clear that I'm a stoner

Or if the dosages keep my heart from beating, G

Demons cheating me, results will prove that nothing's beating me

I hop on beats when I feel depression approaching

Nobody wants to love me whenever my heart's open

So I'll keep it closed then, from now 'til I'm gone

Solo, I'm on my own and I feel so alone

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

Why am I so comfortable, alone?

I'm riding home

I feel so alone

I feel so alone (So alone)

I feel so alone (Alone)

I feel so alone (So alone)

I feel so alone, oh, oh, oh

I feel so alone

Oh, oh, I feel so alone, oh, oh, oh

I feel so alone, I feel so alone