Saying Goodbye Lyrics

Define lunatic and tell me what you get out of it

If sadness is the first, I'll be the first to speak bout it

It's a painful experience with deadly side effects

I show a perfect fake smile and proceed to hide the rest

Behind the stress is the devil, controlling how it plays out

In the skull of a vulnerable person, the rage is out

It's too late to stop his tactics, the pressure is on

The body's weak from the depression, depression is strong

Hanging on draws me closer to the ledge, to fall

When on the edge, you get no messages, support, or phone calls

No love, so what's left is to turn to the drugs

Reaching out, I get ignored, so why should I budge?

Or even bother to chat, when I don't even interact?

It's a challenge to relax, cause I'm ready to snap

Suicide on the count of three, after three, I'm gonna die

I'm saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

I'm the man that they can't save

Cutting people off, along with myself with a razor blade

Can't sleep, I'm wide awake, feeling highly paranoid

All I have is the music, writing lyrics to fill the void

The public, I can't avoid, cause there's people everywhere

In my mirror are random faces, too many stares

It's obvious I'm an oddball and socially awkward

I'm hard to figure out like I'm supposed to be a crossword

I say I'm good from everything I muster with

Truth is, no-one can help me from what I suffer with

I don't blame 'em for leaving from my aggression

I lost my mind, lost sight, and lost direction

No clue on where to go, I'm thinking, "six feet under"

Will anybody miss me when I'm gone?, I wonder

Regardless, this life goes on and goes by

On that note, I'm saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

These ups and downs got me feeling strangled

Suffocated in my feelings, how much more can I handle?

My corneas are red, all I see is evilness

Evilness within myself, for years, I see no fix

Be so pissed, it takes eternal for my anger to die down

I'm cutting but no blood, grabbed a blade, let's try now

I'll squirt out so much blood like a spewing water hose

It's a bigger example of me losing more control

I'm saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye