Chemically Imbalanced Lyrics

Don't play with my heart, oooooh

Go ahead and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh, lately I've been drowning in my own private thoughts

Can't open up because my voice has been too silent to talk

My mental illness tries to turn me into someone I'm not

It's at a point, where I don't even want to work at my job

The clock's ticking but I'm dragging, tryna force myself to go

Money's evil cause it killed my happiness and my growth

Feels like I'm losing control from all these demons in my skull

Depression gives a person reasons to smoke or overdose, yo

Life has been a joke to me, nothing's working for me

Been on pills, but still I feel the pain lurking at me

It's hurting me, convincing people to keep on deserting me

Just so it's presence can get better, while it gets worse for me

Empty feelings can get vicious when you feel so alone

Nobody understands me, so I stay in my comfort zone

Lashing out and forcing people to just leave me alone

I'm chemically imbalanced like a drone that flys around and says

Don't play with my heart, oooooh

Go ahead and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't play with my heart, oooooh

Go ahead and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I lost myself a while back, and I can't seem to get me back

My complexion is poison cause I just can't seem to attract folks

That won't stab me in the back, for years, my heart's been black

Karma's taking too long, cause a part of me wants to attack at

People that hurt me then left me suffering to die

Everyone that I've encountered, always smothered me with lies

By telling me that they love me and would be by my side

It's true when they say that people hate you, alive, and love you when you die

I cry my eyes out and snap from the rage

My brain's suicidal calendar is counting the days

But I fight so hard to avoid it, but I just can't catch a break

Dealing with them heartaches like art sketching heartbreaks, uh

It's hard to communicate with the anxiety

It seems to fade quickly when no one is sitting beside me

Since birth, I've been a bad seed that still hasn't grown

I'm chemically imbalanced like a drone that flys around and says

Don't play with my heart, oooooh

Go ahead and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't play with my heart, oooooh

Go ahead and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah