Closer To Death Lyrics

I feel my last breath coming, I'll be fronting if I lied and said nothing

Was the cause of my death in this world that was bugging

A shallow man that's becoming sharp like knifes when they stab

Pain is seasonal and turned me to an outcast

A classic failure at best, spreading my misery from stress

Feeling cursed more than blessed, to be labeled as an mess

No-one cares 'til the suicide delivers the news

On when you passed on, unexpectedly, with no clues

When I'm gone, will a tear from an eye shed?

I feel it won't cause in this generation, love is dead

My head is filled with so much dread like an storm race

Speeding to kill me with a struck of it's evil grace

What's a prayer to demons that don't care about faith?

Cause their missions are to make sure nobody is safe

What I continue to face could cause my last breath

To happen faster towards the fact that I'm getting closer to death

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, to death

I keep writing to keep my head straight from doing harm

The only wish for my brain is if I wasn't born

Or hoped that it was living freely in another body

Without a mental disorder, and functions properly

Cause I was cursed way before I even managed to flow

Before I lost control, deep inside, and never spoke

Now, writing to my brain is like a medicine pill

That helps me get through the days when I can't chill

Depression hurts then it kills when you're mentally ill

It cost a fortune for help, on top of all the bills

They pile up to a point where you don't want to survive

That's the feeling of a brain that would rather die

Cause being stronger than pain is such a waste when you're drained

To feeling like the days are repeating the same thing

I can't breathe, God, is this my last breath?

I'm paranoid from not knowing what is gonna come next, it's like

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, closer, closer

I'm getting closer to death, to death