- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Broken in pieces, too damaged for a human to fix me
Cold predator with feelings that are filthy and mean
I'm turning green from addiction to money, I'm never clean
Like an villain in Listerine, I'm burning smiling teeth like an fiend in heat
About to take his last breath
From the story of being a narcissistic and a threat
To society's debt, to be broke enough to be broken
My brain is like an token with feelings, to be an spokesman
To my demons, until they're woke and inspired
To kill insomnia that kept me awoke, while I was tired
Nobody understands me when I change to bipolar
Definition of an loner with pain that has me closer to death
I'm suicidal with stressing aroma
That's permanent, until my life is on the line to be over
My shoulders are holding too much weight to stay in position
Lost in recognition from my past life, to be broken
Where can I go to relieve this tension
To heal my feelings?, oh
That feeling when I was feeling happy
Is now a memory, and now I'm broken
That feeling of feeling broken
Are from constant times of being rejected from society, the people
And even now, you hate yourself when you look inside the mirror
And now, it's even more difficult to explain how broken you really are
Because of how empty you feel inside from calling for help, and no one saved you
No one cares about us loners 'til we snap in half
And have no choice but to change to an psychopath
With so many issues, with feelings of empathy
Like satan dropping all his misery of sins on me
Til I pretend to be a normal man with compassion
I've grown to hate myself when I've became a distraction
To anybody that I came face to face with
My privacy became a target to be invaded
By hatred from the bullies, and my heart couldn't take it
On top of fighting demons in this life that's complicated
I'm wasted and soaked in all my lethal tears
When I'm gone, will all this pain and evilness disappear?
No one cares, instead they judge, without understanding my anger
Reason why I'm antisocial and dismissed from the strangers
I hang a timing digital watch inside my head
From the start of living rough on the edge, to when I'm dead, now
Where can I go to relieve this tension
To heal my feelings?, oh
That feeling when I was feeling happy
Is now a memory, and now I'm broken
That's the song
Feeling broken inside
Having no words to even say how you're feeling
It's just there, that feeling's just inside ya
Just have nowhere to turn to, ya know?
Forever broken, forever broken