Dark Clouds ft. Alex M. Brinkley Lyrics

I'm in my feelings now, sitting under dark clouds

It must be love, cause my heart refused to crack a smile

My life went south when I met depression

And it's friend named stress that would burn up my blessings

For me to hate the world, as I'm living with a curse

Of excruciating pain that would strike first

Before the feelings arise, so please lord don't cry if I die

'Cause I want you to smile when I arrive

'Cause nothing hurts more in this world than self doubt

From the pressure or people that think it's funny how

I'm so different that I refused to fit myself into the crowd

Or the fact that I like to stay inside, instead of going out

My misery is sticky cause it gave me no escape

From my past that would lock my future up in the cage

I'm a paranoid sprout, growing words and doubts

While the rain pours down through the dark clouds

I'm overthinking again

These words inside of my head, repeating, repeating

I'm overthinking again

These words inside of my head, they never, they never end

Yeah, I swear the world is changing

By forming more problems that brings more pain in

Everybody's lives, and they wonder why

It's more suicides happening in a blink of an eye

I'm known to disappear anytime I'm in the crowd

'Cause my anxiety would suck me back in the house

Without a soul around that I could talk to

I've been a loner but I grew up, getting used to it

But it's days like this when the loneliness hurts

With a thought of feeling dead like I'm in the dirt

I wonder who would even care when I'm gone for good

Just play this song for the ones who were misunderstood

Until they understand why I had to take this route

'Cause even when I was lost, no one could figure me out

Feel my words, as they hatch out healing sprouts

With soothing rain that would pour through the dark clouds

I'm overthinking again

These words inside of my head, repeating, repeating

I'm overthinking again

These words inside of my head, they never, they never end