Ocean For My Sad Tears Lyrics

Crying tears in the mirror, I see a failure that is breathing

People change quicker than the seasons

Leaving you, unanswered, as you wondered why they left you for no reason

Telling permanent lies for you to never believe 'em

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

I'm drowning (I'm drowning)

Ocean for my sad tears building rapidly

Happiness is like an price that was sold separately from my life

I was depressed and felt so alone

No friends or family to pull me out the dark zone

Then I started dealing with depression, and the pills made me feel

Like an overrated monster that was mentally ill

I started pushing people away from me, then I felt the sadness

Destroy me, mentally, I needed help, but all I had was

A notebook to write all of my feelings in

I started talking to the pages as if they were human beings

I was different, but people saw me as a weird child

I was dealing with bipolar disorder, and it took a while for me to function

At first, I thought that it was nothing that I couldn't handle

But it turned to something that I really couldn't handle

Especially when I was in the public

The folks around me started calling me a reject

I tried to pretend that I didn't hear that

But I did, and I felt all the tears coming back, and felt trapped

In my own misery, and I would snap on the people that

Always had my back and never left like the rest

I was stressed out, while drained from my brain syncing doubts

Tried to blank it out, but I paused and started thinking about suicide

As the tears rolled down from my eyes

Like I was hypnotized to be inspired to die

I came to my senses, but I still felt depressed

Like I was cursed to enjoy happiness, for me to live with mistakes

And the fatal pain wouldn't give me a break

Was left dazed with insomnia that kept me wide awake

I was seconds away from staring death in the face

A clear message that satan wanted me to burn in his disgrace

My feelings haven't changed, now I'm more crazed

And to this day, I'm still trying to keep the faith, but meanwhile

Crying tears in the mirror, I see a failure that is breathing

People change quicker than the seasons

Leaving you, unanswered, as you wondered why they left you for no reason

Telling permanent lies for you to never believe 'em

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

Ocean for my sad tears (Ocean for my sad tears)

I'm drowning (I'm drowning)