Unstable Conscience Lyrics

A lyricist without a screw to catch a flow when it's loose

With a connection for my brain to pick words to pursue

I caught my demons drinking the juice from my brain's tree of fruit

Near the devil's sweet poison, while he's on the hot pursuit

On the chase to find tools to re-do an operation test

On my cells, from the hell that exposed me with stress

In my head, that's like an chamber, tearing thru flesh

From human bodies 'til they're forced to feel the wrath of death

Pain is quick to strike a brain when the devil's finger snaps

Building anger with lyrics, before I be the next to snap

Screw the world cause I'm broken in this curse of a nation

Body's begging me to die, while it builds irritation

To claim assassination on me 'fore it draws me to stare

At my life, before I'm buried in the dirt with my fears

Call me a menace that's prepared to be dead in the coffin

Paranoia loves me and my unstable conscience

Born ready to prepare to die

For my life to start on the other side

I'm unstable

I'm unstable

Life gets hard 'til we lose control

Stuck with the pain 'til it's time to go

I'm unstable

I'm unstable

Uh, another day, another dollar to spend

On heavy bills, from the world's admiration expense

I feel intense on the inside, while covered in stench

Like racing sadness to win back extreme contempt

I turned my trust into a beast cause I don't trust strangers

I'd rather die than to ever put my trust in danger

Feel my anger that's mixed with my mentality

With permanent feelings to detach myself from reality

Mad man on the loose from escaping the dark

To find out that the light is not what it seems when it sparks

Suicidal with thoughts, lord, can you hear me?

Please heal me from the scars when the devil tried to kill me

Am I cursed to inhale all the hurt from earth

Til I'm convinced to be slayed in dirt?

I go berserk, before my brain forms a concept

On how to vanish from my unstable conscience

Born ready to prepare to die

For my life to start on the other side

I'm unstable

I'm unstable

Life gets hard 'til we lose control

Stuck with the pain 'til it's time to go

I'm unstable

I'm unstable