Every Minute My Tears Lyrics

Every minute goes my tears building up, as they fall

Onto my happiness to drown it in the devil's waterfall

My brain is on a timer to encourage me to fall

Til pain finally destroys me, once and for all

You die once, but have to live through hell so many times

Like being forced to die, way before your dreams can unwind

Time is ticking and I'm yet to find a life to recline on

I'm cursed to see my future burn in flames, to shine on

My soul in peace, after my body's deceased

No-more pain shall I have to suffer, no-one cares to see

It's lethal performance that it smothers on me

It's free to spread love, but not according to society

It cost a fortune with fees, and they wait til death completes it's mission

They judge, without knowing what it's like to be in your position

But only lord knows when it's time for you to disappear

But before my time appears, it's every minute, my tears

My time is spent on wasted tears

My life is running low, it's almost time for me to go

I'm lost inside my own despair, yeah

I'm crying nice and slow, oh, oh

Every minute, my tears fall, oh

I'm stressing, on top of dealing with this lethal depression

I'm going bankrupt from paying off my evil confessions

Voices screaming in my head, spinning me in directions

Til my vision sees black and I'm on another dimension

My eyes are teary from when they were baptized in water, by satan

Now I have to suffer with a moody disorder

Invisible in this world for no one to ever know me

No way to stop tears when they fall, uncontrollably

And you're left to drown in the misery and gloominess

Dear god, is it worth to keep existing in this madness?

Take me away from the feeling of hopelessness

Am I cursed, until I die, or am I close to dismiss

All this built up anger that was in me for years?

Felt dead enough to sleep at a cemetery, without the fear

The worst feeling in the world is feeling like no one cares

About you, or your condition that is highly severe

Extremely focused on rocking solo cause no one was there

Through all my terrible moments in this life that isn't fair

But only lord knows when it's time for you to disappear

But until my time appears, it's every minute, my tears

My time is spent on wasted tears

My life is running low, it's almost time for me to go

I'm lost inside my own despair, yeah

I'm crying nice and slow, oh, oh

Every minute, my tears fall, oh