Addicted To The Darkside Lyrics

Met my demons through medicine, now I'm addicted to the darkside

My heart cried through oppression on all my dark designs

Satan drugged me when I took a sip of life and hardship

Exposed to the light, then the public made me feel dark sick

Back to the shadows, I feel better in the dark

So nobody can see me when I'm in pain or when I'm falling apart

I felt different from the rest cause I always made people stress

When I talked about all my problems of why my brain was depressed

Had to put isolation on my resume, so they could understand me

From a distance, now they know I'm separated from humanity

I'm trapped in insanity for life, with no bail

My brain's intelligence was the size of weighing small dumb bells

I'm stuck in my own world with a notebook to story-tell

Happiness tried to give me glory, but it got sent to my thoughts of hell

My life is twisted and I got no motivation tools to fix it

Cause I had to wake up and accept the fact that, that

I'm addicted

I'm addicted

I'm addicted

I'm addicted to the darkside

Nobody sees me cry

I'm addicted, yeah, I'm addicted

I need some help cause I'm twisted

No motivation or spirit

Don't judge me, man, just listen

To all my feelings of venting

You feel the same, don't ya?

Come join my group that's addicted to the darkside

One side of me was friendly and the other was gloomy

Been stuck in the dark so long, people barely saw me or knew me

They tried to talk to me, but I kept pushing them away with my anger

Then they started calling me somber that stayed alone and wrote genres

Music was the only thing that remained on the list of my favorite hobbies

And it helped me escape from the struggles of melancholy

But nobody would listen cause all my lyrics were cold and sorrowful

Showing expression from inside my body that felt awful

I bleed in private from all the times I've been left alone

Eliminated people from me, now I feel so alone

I'm blessed to be alive, but I don't want to be here

Cause of my condition and stress that gives my brain constant fevers

I live inside a broken skeleton that no one can handle

Cause at the end, I'm a death wish, blown through curses and candles

Permanently broken, nobody can ever fix me, I'm twisted

Like the aftermath from a shot of whiskey and henny, but at the end of the day, fuck it

I'm addicted

I'm addicted

I'm addicted

I'm addicted to the darkside

Nobody sees me cry

I'm addicted, yeah, I'm addicted

I need some help cause I'm twisted

No motivation or spirit

Don't judge me, man, just listen

To all my feelings of venting

You feel the same, don't ya?

Come join my group that's addicted to the darkside