Bad Thoughts Lyrics

I'm sick of life cause nothing ever goes right

For the outcast, suicidal thoughts with a knife to the head

Is it worth to be alive or dead?

So many eyes on heads, staring viciously ahead

At the victims bleeding red, while they're living on the edge

Bad thoughts talking for ya, but it wasn't what you said or what you thought

Do they care when you talk?

Nervous, walking on egg shells, falling down, weaker than hulk

Nobody cares, they shove you in a square and disappear

Walking around, claiming that they're there for ya

But who is there when you're going through a nightmare?

Fading through the darkness, breathing in the night air

Don't feel like living here cause you don't fit anywhere

So many stares, it kills you with tears, to fear that

You might break down when you walk

Through the valley of death inside your mind, that's filled with bad thoughts

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I keep running away, I keep running

I keep running away, I keep running

I'm sick of money cause I don't have enough to live

Growing older in this life with no wife or kids

Feel like a failure, surrounded by the evil laughter

I hold the tension in me, tight, but I might be in danger

To snap on anything or anyone that's in my sight

Like I'm on a rampage, but with lyrics that I write

As I'm ripping up the pages and screaming at the walls

I would turn my feelings Raw and yell, "Screw 'em all"

With love, but I ripped my heart out of place and ate it, Raw

Voices dialing up my brain, about to make the call

And break the words to say what I don't ever wanna say

Talk is cheaper than feelings, without the pay, I'm okay

No I'm not, mind racing and refuses to stop

Until I reach the finish line of death, after I rot

From a breakdown that happens whenever I walk

Through the depths in my mind that's filled with bad thoughts, hear me?

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I keep running away, I keep running

I keep running away, I keep running

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I'm sick of people judging me when they don't know me, mentally

I'm difficult to understand for nobody to remember me

When I was in my past or would suffer in the dark

Til a flash started burning in my lonely, cold heart

Where is love to distract me from the aftermath

Of all my episodes, running me through panic attacks?

That would drain me deep inside the waves of pain

With electricity that's strong enough to tase my brain

For me to be forever cursed and feel no happiness

I heard a voice telling me to feel inadequate

With weight on my shoulders, to be colder to toxic closure

Until I get closer to losing composure, as I wrote a

Story that draws the stares back

But it's so many stares, that I feel my fears coming back

On the mic, when I talk to my demons that are guilty of assault

From destroying my mind that's filled with bad thoughts

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I got a good heart, but with bad thoughts

And it's not my fault why I feel this way

I keep running away, I keep running

I keep running away, I keep running