still lonely Lyrics

I'm so lonely

I can't find somebody to hold me

I'm so lonely

I'm so alone, in my home, bee

I'm so lonely

I'm sorry, I'm just feeling kind of sad, right now

I feel completely surrounded by my demons, and a little left out, right now

I've just been looking around, at all these distant memories

Remembering all those times, where I was happy

I just realised, that I have nobody to celebrate my birthday with

And nobody to celebrate Christmas with either

Wow

I'm 18 now, huh?

Never thought it'd be this boring

I spend everyday mourning, my mother

I wake up each and every morning, missing my past

I told myself: this be'd the last time, I'd feel incomplete

God, help me please, I'm feeling really lonely

I'm just looking out this icy white window, and staring down at this snow

I miss the sunny, warm weather

I miss having the option, to not wear a sweater

I hate how whenever I feel alive, I cry, lie, and die again

I try, my very best to decide, not to do this crazy shit to myself; but fuck it, I'm extremely weak, sad, and depressed

So once again, I sincerely apologise, for all the lies, all the times I wore a disguise, to make you revise, ever sticking by my side

It's just been really hard, for me to stay happy, lately

I'm just a broken human being, in need of affection

I'm so lonely

I can't find somebody to hold me

I'm so lonely

I'm so alone, in my home, bee

I'm so lonely