confused Lyrics

Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused

I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons

I feel stuck between reality, the fabrics of people close to me, are slowly slipping too far away, for the eye to see

I'm trapped in a stasis chamber, and I can't escape this, anger

All my emotions, get too strong, for me to be able to chase, so I just continue to run away

Why am I trapped in this place?

With no way, to ever escape?

I'm still afraid, that I'll be stuck here forever

I guess this is my limbo, where I go, whenever I'm feeling low

I love looking out this window, at what I see around me

I see people who used, to care for me, and people who abandoned me

Now I see, where my abandonment issues, come from

To sum it up, I'm all alone on this empty bus

And this bus, doesn't ever seem to stop, anywhere

It'll just keep going, till it's wheels rust, and fade to dust

It'll keep going, till the dusk of dawn

Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused

I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons

I look down upon, all these people who frown upon, me

And that's when I start to feel social anxiety

Like, most of these people could barely even be able to handle all being afraid, of ever making a mistake

Can't wait, till this bus breaks down

So, I can finally escape, this place, that I'm forced to stay, at

I just wish this weight on my chest, wasn't so heavy, and would let me rest

I've been trying my very best, to stay awake, and away, from this mayhem

But I'm unable, to stop myself from getting angry

Especially, when there's so many, negative thoughts, that surround me

I'm surrounded, and grounded, by a bunch of clouds, clowning around, and drowning me, in this endless rain, which only leads me to pain

So, here I lay, restrained, wrapped up in these chains, on these rails, waiting for this train, to run me over, and cause me endless pain

Can't wait, till I go insane, and this train, breaks each and every single bone in my body

Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused

I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons