The Life I'll Never Have Lyrics

I'm fragile, I break easy

People think this is easy, but I'm truly, feeling weak

I can't fight all of these demons, on my own

I hate how, I'm always alone

I just want to find, a home

This world that I want, seems pretty unrealistic

But I fucking want it, so badly

But sadly, for me, I'll never find the one, for me

I'm tired, I've exhausted enough of my hopes

My dreams, have been crushed

My thoughts, are trapped, in imagery, inside this endless fantasy

I just wish, that I could one day, turn this fantasy, into a reality

I hope to see, me, living and loving the one for me, happily

Hopefully, she's close to me, and she'll notice me

But man honestly, that's the life, I'll never have

I look at all my friends, and family

At school, and at home

And all I ever see, is them living happily, with the ones, for them

And all I ever feel, is jealousy

I'm trapped in a world, where all I see, and feel, is negativity, all around me

Just recently, I was mopping the floors, at the Bushplane Museum

And I saw a couple, holding hands, and cuddling

And that's when I remembered, that that's "The Life, I'll Never Have"

Cause nobody loves me

And I'm sick and tired, of everybody, saying they do

Nobody's ever going to love, somebody who's crazy, lazy, and unhealthy like me

I know what people see, when they look at me

And it's disgusting

And I can't stand, being the only one on this planet, who feels this way

So if any of you, feel this way too, let me know

Cause this world, is a dark place, and the only light in it, is when you find people, who can relate