find myself Lyrics

Yeah, I look in this mirror, and fear, what I see here

I can barely stand to stare, at my crooked teeth, and this acne on my face

My heart aches, from all these heartbreaks, and earthquakes, by fakes, and snakes, it shakes, me to my core

Every single day, I'm sore, and not okay

I pray, to the Lord, to hopefully help me find my way

I'm afraid, that I'll continue, living through, this endless blue

I just hope I find the true, you, and get to meet, and greet, the true, me

It's an endless pit of darkness

These people pity, me

They only, feel bad for me, cause of their, failure

My mom died, and I still feel like I failed her

I cry, till my eyes are dry, and hope that after today, I'll die, and pass away

I just lay, on this bed of nails everyday, praying, that my day, will finally come, and I can rest in a peaceful place

Hey, please stay, I still got alot to say, I'm sorry I'm depressed okay?

Just please don't go, I'm afraid of being alone

I'm always feeling low, and I never feel in my zone

There's no ice cream, in my ice cream cone

I'm all alone, and I don't have a phone, to call home

I can't call for help, so might as well scream and yelp

I'm stuck in Hell, and there's no doorbell, on my neighbour's door

Nor, is there a doorknob

So, I'll just continue to sob, and watch this fishing rod, bob, but never ever catch a fish

I wish, I just could have some food, on my dish

I'm starving, and I'm deprived, of any energy

Somebody, please save me

Help pave, the way, for others who are lonely, and can't find their way

We're all alone, we just don't know, it

But once we help eachother, we'll all find a home, for one another

We can all love eachother, like sisters and brothers

From other, fathers, and mothers

From witches to lovers

Our spirits rise above, and hover

You just got to love her, and show her you care

And always be there, when she feels disposed, and closed, off, you got to tell her to open, up

Help her blow, off some steam

I know right now it seems, like you'll never get over, closing, all your open, doors, and rejecting composure

You've been disposed, exposed, and thrown, over

You wish this, darkness, could blow, over

You wish your lows, would stop getting lower, and lower

You watch your bros, slowly, go, away

But don't let go, of what's left in your heart of gold

You already sold, your soul, to the Devil

Don't sell this letter, also