Heartache Lyrics

Ya, dealing with heartache is like fighting constant battles with your heart

Trying to get it to relax from the pain

I understand, I know, I know

My inner feelings and doubts grows even deeper, but so hard to get out

Portrayed as someone who's complicated and hard to figure out

Facts on who I'm about is genuine, but different

Completely introverted, disconnected from existence

Don't fit in, lost child imbalanced with a brain that's out of wack

Past relationships destroyed me, for my future love to crack

So much pain in the heart, that pain could change up a heart

Make it ruthless to where no one could ever tear it apart

Feelings are sharp, they press up on you, till your body collapses

Mixing antidepressants with equate laxatives

A fake smile does wonders, no one could imagine it

Till suicide is successful and then the tragic hits

Depression's never a choice and no one asked for it

Rest In Peace to the victims who've ever passed from it

It's real, people who have it are highly misunderstood

Are never accepted like they should be, life is a heartache

My heart is on weak mode

It still lets me speak tho

I'm feeling broken

Feeling so much heartache, heartache

Feeling so much heartache, heartache

You pour your love out for someone and then they poison it

They make you sick from their lies, when they wish that they were committed

To someone faithful, the person who's faithful would walk up to 'em

Treat that one like an angel, then gets told, "they're not the one"

No explanation when asked, instead that person's distasteful

Deja-vu it seems like, like a repeat from your past

Cause every relationship you've ever been in wouldn't last

No one values loyalty, they use it up, till it's trash

The pain that comes after that is such a brutal aftermath

It changes you to where you're never the same after the fact

That the damage is done, looked in the mirror several times

And still don't understand what you've become, you're feeling numb

With the knife in your hand to slice your skin to the bone, tonight

Fear of being lonely, alone for the rest of your life

Asking, "is it worth living?, or is this life just a waste?"

Living hard with mistakes in this life that's a heartache

My heart is on weak mode

It still lets me speak tho

I'm feeling broken

Feeling so much heartache, heartache

Feeling so much heartache, heartache