Bullies II Lyrics

Bullies hated me and it didn't make sense

Why I always was the one they would target, when convinced

They stuck to me like glue, steady picking on me

I was a loner, no one dared to be friends with me

Where was help when I needed it?, it's like no-one cared

To bare witness to my battles, I was petrified and scared

Of the bullies, folks around me always thought it was cool

To gang on me like it was me against the whole damn school

They envied me and to me, it was a shocker

As they stalked, stared, followed me, and shoved me in my locker

The everyday torment would make me feel less of a person

I was stressed, depressed, and hurting

Kept my feelings inside and always stayed silent

But inside of me, I wanted to retaliate with violence

Extremely pissed and got sick of their shit

Calming down was a joke to me, they lit a tick, ticking bomb

For it to explode in me, on them fools that were picking on me

School was I called the penitentiary cause, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison, cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison, cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Was a prison, cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Wouldn't stop picking, bang, bang

As soon as I walked in school, niggas would bust

On my image, my appearance, my clothing, it was rough

They acted tough cause they had like four niggas with 'em

What if he was all alone?, shit, I'd probably would hit him with that uppercut

But he wasn't, he was in somewhat of a gang

School was the game, and I was what they played with, mane

What a shame for me, made less friends, more enemies

Completely outnumbered, one against three

It was worse being tempted, near the classroom I was going to

Them teachers, principals, didn't care what I was going thru

Black eyes, scars, took a while to heal

In my mind, it's fuck that sympathy, cause what I would feel

Is what no one would understand, as I had to pretend

That I was fine, just to be the bigger person and a man

But the traumatizing pain made my whole brain spin

Felt like a tornado that went insane in the wind

Couldn't get girls, absolutely no friends

Man, I swear my bully life felt more like the pen cause, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Wouldn't stop picking, bang, bang

Thinking about them bullies that I should of dropped

Or shot, cause they would always plot on how to put me on the spot

Oh, how my situations were rough, growing up

Misery made me weak, It was tough for me show dignity

Cause yo, them bullies always wanted to do

Something sleazy to me, the same shit like nothing's new

On many occasions, I wanted to bring a gun to school

And shoot at them bustas cause I had nothing to lose

But I thought about the consequences that I'll regret

Wish I could of did something like break all their fucking necks

All the stress, all the pressure, all the shit I had to deal with

Stayed in me, erupting feelings that exploded, I would feel it

I would boil on a skillet, I was ready to snap

But I stopped myself and put my frustrations in my raps

No-one ever had my back, all I had was myself

My bully life was indeed a prison in the devil's hell cause, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking, uh

My bully life in the school's system

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Was a prison cause the bullies wouldn't stop picking

Wouldn't stop picking, bang, bang