Demons & Depression ft. yungzin Lyrics

Cause the blessings without lessons

Are just exes that I'm texting

Can't be patient while I'm stressing

So at night I'm laying restless

Put a rock up on my necklace

Wish I had my God's perspective

Only thing that got me by my neck

My demons and depression

I gotta stop tripping off impressions

I be acting reckless

Can't heal up while I'm flexing

I know peace is just a luxury

Opening up is really tough for me

They rode with me a year ago but now they got no love for me

They done had enough of me

Now dream girls open up for me

But my spirit on a growth-spurt, this all happened so abrupt for me

My trauma catching up to me

My past beyond just ugly

Sure now I can run a beat

In real-time can't pick up my feet

Need a climax just to feel complete

I cannot compete with all of these small minds telling me I can have a seat

Have to be from my past to see more than what just my pastor see

They talking loud that's blasphemy

Got nobody that can blast for me

I don't have to brag to speak

Got a Father past my dad to seek

Push farther til my back deceased

I can't package these scars

Large hearts looking for those last few beats

Got defensive fam breaking cycles, hoping we can tackle these

Things that hold us down with these shackles please

Know that I'm in hell

Inhale but I got asthma, breathe

Cause the blessings without lessons

Are just exes that I'm texting

Can't be patient while I'm stressing

So at night I'm laying restless

Put a rock up on my necklace

Wish I had my God's perspective

Only thing that got me by my neck

My demons and depression

I gotta stop tripping off impressions

I be acting reckless

Can't heal up while I'm flexing

I don't know what you want from me

And I can't do this easily

But now I gotta step back and let you figure this shit out

Can you do that for me

In the morning we can talk about it

Yeah I want you back cause l'd be lost without you

Never doubt you

I still wait for you

Cause I'm fighting demons and depression

Got me reckless and I'm waiting for you

I'm still waiting for you

Demons and depression

Imma hold my own through the wreckage

It's all on me, He ain't around