greenwich village Lyrics

You're off to Greenwich village and I hope the best for you

We've got a connection that some distance can't undo

I've got to remember who I am outside of you

I've got to remember who I am

Your mama hates me thinks that you should cut me off

I think your daddy likes me funny how he thinks I'm strong

Because I'm crumbling under all this weight ever since you've been gone

My figures looking slim no I'm not him not after all

You're so reassuring telling me that we are good

Nights spent on the phone feel like homes back in the woods

I cry when we hang up, intrusive thoughts they always rush in

I'm afraid of losing myself, if I'm not me than we're not us

Oh I'm bad

Oh it's back now

Oh my past now

Wants me to back up

How're you so good love

Told me feel more with my mind I wish I could love

You deserve the world

I can't even find myself to give you

The world

The world

Oh, oh

The silver lining just put me in second place

This a new nightmare I'm in my metaphase

Finally in love, but I'm too anxious to celebrate

Fuck it I've been this way, sicker than better days

Like you rappers with no releases, I'm planning a getaway

Can't think of a better way for me to self destruct

Then at the hands of somebody who only wants me to fuck

Girl you testing my luck

Girl you testing my lungs

Overextending man, that shit suffocating my love

I'm losing my God inside of somebody's cold heart and I'm afraid I will starve

Guiding myself through the dark, how did I start

Gripping facades until all my weight is gone and my promises fall into the arms of someone who's lost

I mean now lately we've been getting closer

I would never do you harm, you're feeling like I hold you

We've been going at it, but you know that I'm a soldier

Scared of closure, divorce, and getting older

Baby betray me, stab and bandaid me

Hate me

Create me

Date me to erase me

I'll lay me to rest

Take my heart out my chest

Spend my whole life depressed to take the world off your neck

How much of yourself would you kill for the love of your life

How much peace you sacrifice so that they're alright

How much will you cry so that they can bloom

Would you give up your life until you're consumed

Would you lose all of your friendships including yourself

Pick up all their calls and ask for no help

Would you throw away your dreams to kiss them goodnight

Can a soulmate be a soulmate from only one side

How long can I pretend like I been neglected

How long can I last when I got nothing left

How many falls can I take when I ain't been protected

How long can I pretend like I don't know what's next

My dear

Much of the love we possess and accept is fundamentally rooted in the environment we grow up in

How were you taught to love