Peace Now Lyrics

2:15

Last breath and I'm screaming

Knowing Heaven gained an Angel and I gained more demons

I'm out with these heathens

Sinning no reason

Declining your calls when you were out reaching

I ain't no preacher

Just swiping Mom's Visa

Releasing this EP receiving more peace yeah

Hoping I took a piece of you with me

Looking for a higher love like I am Whitney

Loved me when I was Britney

That shaved head brought great stress

Prayed for me all night Grandma you ain't rest

Assure you I got the last ticket on Southwest

Seeing you in that bed I was more than a mess

I didn't wanna say goodbye

Didn't even send you my Christmas list so who the fuck am I

Did all I could?

That shit is such a lie

At least I got to see you well into July

Writing this verse my eyes they are not dry

Gifted the name Avery so I hope your kindness tied

20 years of blessing fit between that A and Y

So I hope you leave behind some unity between you and me

Find some peace

At least you at peace now

Hope you find peace now

Hope you're in peace now

Hope you've found peace now

Boutta turn in the project, told em add another verse

Cuz this grief process ain't exactly what I rehearsed

And I

Saw the hearse

Then I

Saw the dirt

Then I

Watched them return your body to the earth

Inadvertently hurting the people who's impact it worsened

Everybody pointing fingers saying they deserved it

Boutta slap the gums outta everybody like I'm Mr. Perfect

Working

Working

We working on everything

In the last 365, seen a couple wedding rings

A couple "thanks for everything's"

Crazy what revelations death can bring

Cuz I tell you around that bed, nobody fought

Even words left unsaid, everybody thought

About what they could've done better over the last beats of your heart

Wishing they could go back to the start

More "thanks Mom's"

More L bombs

Sucks we'll only be better now that you're gone

Told you you didn't have to hold on

But we'll hang on

We'll hang on

We'll hang on

We'll hang onto

Every beep of the machine

Lisa's be there in 15's

New connections that you bring

Every monarch that we see

Every trial we succeed

Every praise that we sing

Knowing we all here on a lease

Hoping we can find peace

At least you at peace now

Hope you find peace now

Hope you're in peace now

Hope you've found peace now