Peace In Drowning Lyrics

It started with two hands

Laid in the bed

Surrounded by all the newsstands

Listened to Em, I was the new Stan

Didn't realize to be guided I'd have to lose my mans

Chemo rested next to loose crayons

Now people ask me what's right for my new brands

Like talking about my pain gonna make me lose fans

Truth is trauma made me a new man

The only opinion I care about now is my Nana's

It started when I was five

Thought I had nine lives

Had to fight for mine's

Put me in a coma, thirty days I looked inside

Learned from an early age never to ask God why

But that's so hard when you're dying inside

Hard when you're fighting your pride

Hate loves a tempted mind

No one to wipe all our cries

Held my sisters through tough times

Your own spirit's why you got to forgive

I had to die to realize I'm the boy who lived

Yeah I'm the boy who lived

They'll take all they can get when they got nothing to give

They'll tear you down when their without the power to lift

Outside the tragedy is where happiness is

Do it for the kids

Don't do it for the whips

When you pass they won't be quoting your Benz

Do it for your friends and do it for your family

I'm not perfect, but I'm trying to be all that I can be

When God lets you down

Promise He won't let you drown

When God lets you down

Promise He won't let you drown

I don't give a fuck no more

No you can't kill me

I don't give a fuck no more

I guess we're gonna see

If you run up in my spot

I know that you got a lot

I know you some dirty cops

I know you some fucking opps

But no you fucking not

I'm a fucking god

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

I would rather go home and sleep

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

No you invited the old me

Don't bore me

Cuz sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes the party ain't what it made out to be

Sometimes, sometimes, some, some

Is he awake? Is He awake?