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Why do I need you

And how do I live on without you

I wanna see you

But I know I can only heal without you

But I don't hear about you

With someone else who cares about you

Like I do

Like I do

And I do

Promise I do

I do

How are you okay seeing me in this pain

I'm losing my purpose and hurting my faith

I'm haunted by times you said you're okay

Then circled back around just to give me more blame

I lost my God for you

I put down my guard for you

I'm crying in silence, I'm so fucking lost for you

What more can I offer you

I wish I could talk to you

I wish you could see me complete, but I just compete with each of your feats

Running through features and hoping I meet the fantasy version of me you won't leave

Fuck those New York douchebags I want you with me

Fuck anxious attachment I'm fiending for peace

You breaking my heart and feeling relief

How could you be somebody that I need

Why do I need you

And how do I live on without you

I wanna see you

But I know I can only heal without you

But I don't hear about you

With someone else who cares about you

Like I do

Like I do

And I do

Promise I do

I do

I've got to let you fuck him if you want to

I've got to let you love him, I don't want to

I have to

I have to

I can't trap you

I've got to let you fuck him if you want to

I've got to let you love him if he loves you

I have to

I have to

I can't have you

So, why do I need you

And how do I live on without you

I wanna see you

But I know I can only heal without you

But I don't hear about you

With someone else who cares about you

Like I do

Like I do

And I do

Promise I do